New Mark

So, I have decided to officially mark this weekend as the beginning of the time where I began to change my life. I haven't really been known as one in the past as being a "ladies man" nor do I plan to be coined as that or put in that category. However, I do plant to make a change to become more attractive through my own changes to women in the way that I talk, act, stand, look, etc. It may seem lame to people that read about my future adventures or w/e. However, this blog is for me and not you.

The Three

So, tonight was pretty fun. It didn't start out the greatest. The game was god, we dominated whoever we played(I don't know), and then a bunch of us went to Mr. C's. Then afterwards drove around blah blah....ended up at Davids...some of us...then katie called me asked if i wanted to hang out with her sarah and molly...I of course....said yes...

It was a good time surprisingly we ended up going to Perkins at midnight and convinced skyler to come with us haha we got about about 2:15. It was alot of fun actually...Katie rocks my socks at the Radio Game...ridiculous...I never listen to the radio though so w/e...haha

Sarah, looked good as always. I got a lot of different signs from her tonight though. Some good ones mostly. It was fairly interesting. I think my whole appearance, more in shape and fit, and my over all confidence in that and just the way I carry myself now is finally showing through. We'll see what's going on.

Alison Smith wants to go get dinner sometime this next week at Checkerboard.
Stacia and me are supposed to hang out this week....
I plan on making plans with Sarah this week(yes plans for plans)
and Courtney is being Court...one day she is all for us hanging out the next she doesn't answer me when I call...so I just let her have her fun and w/e...I think I'm falling into the friends category there but...w/e that's where I was before we didn't really talk for about a year...w/e..

So more like the four....but what to do...pursue one? pursure two? three? four? who knows...

we'll see how many of the past three things I mentioned happened...and if I hang out with all for...who knows...

anyways it's getting late and im getting tired...figured I would just let you know what was going on...

My Work, Ankle Etc.

Just got ready for my first day of work...haha first time I have ever worn a vest other than prom. I like it though. I look good...black pants, black docs, black belt, white button up shirt with the sleeves rolled, gray 5 button vest, black tie.....work casual haha that's what they said this is what i thought...

My senior pictures came in yesterday. I think I'm going to go pick them up tonight. This way when I go eat with my sister she can see them and then my mom later tonight. I'm kind of excited for them.

My ankle was still pretty swollen today. At least I could walk on it though.
Oh wait, I haven't told you. Yeah I REINJURED my ankle. This time worse. I overstretched the three tendons below the outside bone on my ankle and tore the sac surrounding my ankle TWICE!
Doc said I'm out of soccer 6-8 weeks with a possible parole at 4 or 5 weeks if I have good behavior(healing). We'll see how it all turns out.

No more time though I'm heading out.
I'm starting to get more regular at this aren't it?

No Soccer?

How am I going to put up with not playing soccer for six through eight weeks?
Damn tendons and sack around my ankle....
I stretched the tendons and tore the sack TWICE and now I have to sit out 6-8 weeks....

what am i going to do with myself?? that's what I want to know...i mean seriously.....

soccer is all I know...all I'm good at...all I do...

gah...we'll see where it goes from here...

damn ankle..

Curiosity

I lost my cell phone today. Curiously enough, I wasn't really worried about it once I sat down and thought about it. I lost it in one of three places: school, car, rec center. In which case I will be able to find it regardless. Also, my cell phone isn't all important. Sure it provides me with an easy, convenient way to communicate with people, but if I really need to talk to someone I can drive over and see them. So, I guess it's just sort of curious how I have no qualms about losing my cell phone. Where as most people are ready to die.

Maybe I should change the name of my Blog?

What do you think?

This surely isn't an almost daily reminder of my life? Far from it in fact. More like Almost Monthly Life by Jared Krauss. Who's paying attention anyways though. Not as though it really matters. This is for me and no one else.

So, if anyone gets mad about it. Not my problem; I'm not writing for you. I'm writing for me and you. I haven't decided to who "you" are yet. When I do, you will be the first one to know though.

Oh, new book read you all should read. Well, actually, only if you love soccer; it's called "How Soccer Explains the World: An Un-Likely Theory on Globalization" by Franklin Foer. Quite a good book. You all should read it and enjoy it.

tsk tsk

Security is the feeling we feel when we believe we're impenetrable.
A tightness in our grip, the extra push in our step, knowing were invincible.
Knowing were able to do more than before.
Thinking is different than knowing, and thinking only leads the poor.
Knowing something to be truth.
Knowing something to be truth.
How can you ever believe something?
How can you ever believe something is truth?
Truth is like a long rug on a shiny wooden floor.
All somebody has to do is grab one end and run out the door.
Your feet, on top of the rug, go with it. You go into the air.
You don't even know what's happened, and you don't even care.
All you know is that your back really hurts and life isn't fair.
So, security is simply a truth standing on a rug of falsehood.
As soon as someone grabs a single thread of it they just have to take it and run and they can tear the truth right out from underneath you.