College....GAH!

Applications are now imperative and I have put them off till this point.
*Looks himself in the mirror...points....and says "You sir, are an idiot."*

GAH!

NYU's application is DUE! January first it's 2AM New Years Eve and I'm working on it! WTF!
I'm going to shoot myself for being an idiot.
Looks like I'm not applying to NYU. ACT scores have to be sent directly there. Not going to happen. Damn. Sometimes I shoot myself in the foot, not once but fifty times and with a 12 gauge shotgun.

Better get back to work on it.

Just got a lot done on my applications to UK colleges.


It's my own fault though, all of these troubles.

Scavenger Hunt

So, tomorrow I'm participating the most extreme scavenger hunt of my life. Hosted by Lance.

It's going to be straight ridiculous.

Slapping People in Public
Credit carding their butt cheeks with my hand.
Drinking a half gallon of milk and running a mile.
Getting slapped with a slab of steak, hard.
Punching each other simultaneously.
Getting a complete stranger to slap me.
Kissing a complete stranger.
Etc.

Don't want to give it all away.

I'm definitely going to be in some other mindset to do this.

Maybe it will help me be a little less apprehensive about everything haha.

What's today?

It's a few days after Christmas and I have been totally lazy, a sloth for the past week now. I should of gone and worked out today, but I didn't. I will FOR SURE on Monday.

I have been learning a lot about myself and what not over the past couple of days.
Charisma Arts is helping out as well. The community there is amazing. They all know exactly what each other is dealing with and know exactly what to do about it.

On my end of life, girls are becoming, more transparent? or rather not transparent, but I am becoming more comfortable. Not that I was every shy, but I wasn't completely myself around them. Now, it's become easier and more fun in reality. That's what I really have to do is think about it as fun.

Anyways, I am reading The Arabian Nights I think it's a wonderful book so far and you all(the few if any who read this) should check it out.


Hopefully I start writing more on here, yeah?

New Mark

So, I have decided to officially mark this weekend as the beginning of the time where I began to change my life. I haven't really been known as one in the past as being a "ladies man" nor do I plan to be coined as that or put in that category. However, I do plant to make a change to become more attractive through my own changes to women in the way that I talk, act, stand, look, etc. It may seem lame to people that read about my future adventures or w/e. However, this blog is for me and not you.

The Three

So, tonight was pretty fun. It didn't start out the greatest. The game was god, we dominated whoever we played(I don't know), and then a bunch of us went to Mr. C's. Then afterwards drove around blah blah....ended up at Davids...some of us...then katie called me asked if i wanted to hang out with her sarah and molly...I of course....said yes...

It was a good time surprisingly we ended up going to Perkins at midnight and convinced skyler to come with us haha we got about about 2:15. It was alot of fun actually...Katie rocks my socks at the Radio Game...ridiculous...I never listen to the radio though so w/e...haha

Sarah, looked good as always. I got a lot of different signs from her tonight though. Some good ones mostly. It was fairly interesting. I think my whole appearance, more in shape and fit, and my over all confidence in that and just the way I carry myself now is finally showing through. We'll see what's going on.

Alison Smith wants to go get dinner sometime this next week at Checkerboard.
Stacia and me are supposed to hang out this week....
I plan on making plans with Sarah this week(yes plans for plans)
and Courtney is being Court...one day she is all for us hanging out the next she doesn't answer me when I call...so I just let her have her fun and w/e...I think I'm falling into the friends category there but...w/e that's where I was before we didn't really talk for about a year...w/e..

So more like the four....but what to do...pursue one? pursure two? three? four? who knows...

we'll see how many of the past three things I mentioned happened...and if I hang out with all for...who knows...

anyways it's getting late and im getting tired...figured I would just let you know what was going on...

My Work, Ankle Etc.

Just got ready for my first day of work...haha first time I have ever worn a vest other than prom. I like it though. I look good...black pants, black docs, black belt, white button up shirt with the sleeves rolled, gray 5 button vest, black tie.....work casual haha that's what they said this is what i thought...

My senior pictures came in yesterday. I think I'm going to go pick them up tonight. This way when I go eat with my sister she can see them and then my mom later tonight. I'm kind of excited for them.

My ankle was still pretty swollen today. At least I could walk on it though.
Oh wait, I haven't told you. Yeah I REINJURED my ankle. This time worse. I overstretched the three tendons below the outside bone on my ankle and tore the sac surrounding my ankle TWICE!
Doc said I'm out of soccer 6-8 weeks with a possible parole at 4 or 5 weeks if I have good behavior(healing). We'll see how it all turns out.

No more time though I'm heading out.
I'm starting to get more regular at this aren't it?

No Soccer?

How am I going to put up with not playing soccer for six through eight weeks?
Damn tendons and sack around my ankle....
I stretched the tendons and tore the sack TWICE and now I have to sit out 6-8 weeks....

what am i going to do with myself?? that's what I want to know...i mean seriously.....

soccer is all I know...all I'm good at...all I do...

gah...we'll see where it goes from here...

damn ankle..