Wednesday, December 31, 2008


Applications are now imperative and I have put them off till this point.
*Looks himself in the mirror...points....and says "You sir, are an idiot."*


NYU's application is DUE! January first it's 2AM New Years Eve and I'm working on it! WTF!
I'm going to shoot myself for being an idiot.
Looks like I'm not applying to NYU. ACT scores have to be sent directly there. Not going to happen. Damn. Sometimes I shoot myself in the foot, not once but fifty times and with a 12 gauge shotgun.

Better get back to work on it.

Just got a lot done on my applications to UK colleges.

It's my own fault though, all of these troubles.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Scavenger Hunt

So, tomorrow I'm participating the most extreme scavenger hunt of my life. Hosted by Lance.

It's going to be straight ridiculous.

Slapping People in Public
Credit carding their butt cheeks with my hand.
Drinking a half gallon of milk and running a mile.
Getting slapped with a slab of steak, hard.
Punching each other simultaneously.
Getting a complete stranger to slap me.
Kissing a complete stranger.

Don't want to give it all away.

I'm definitely going to be in some other mindset to do this.

Maybe it will help me be a little less apprehensive about everything haha.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

What's today?

It's a few days after Christmas and I have been totally lazy, a sloth for the past week now. I should of gone and worked out today, but I didn't. I will FOR SURE on Monday.

I have been learning a lot about myself and what not over the past couple of days.
Charisma Arts is helping out as well. The community there is amazing. They all know exactly what each other is dealing with and know exactly what to do about it.

On my end of life, girls are becoming, more transparent? or rather not transparent, but I am becoming more comfortable. Not that I was every shy, but I wasn't completely myself around them. Now, it's become easier and more fun in reality. That's what I really have to do is think about it as fun.

Anyways, I am reading The Arabian Nights I think it's a wonderful book so far and you all(the few if any who read this) should check it out.

Hopefully I start writing more on here, yeah?

Monday, December 22, 2008

New Mark

So, I have decided to officially mark this weekend as the beginning of the time where I began to change my life. I haven't really been known as one in the past as being a "ladies man" nor do I plan to be coined as that or put in that category. However, I do plant to make a change to become more attractive through my own changes to women in the way that I talk, act, stand, look, etc. It may seem lame to people that read about my future adventures or w/e. However, this blog is for me and not you.